opia

have you ever had this feeling before?
when you looked into someone's eye
and stare deeply into their heart,
it feels weird, isn't it?
it's like you are trying to read
whatever is behind the pit -
the bottomless well of emotions.

even i too am addicted to that feeling.
the sense of pleasure -
knowing that you are receiving the attention
you've always seeked.
the sense of guilt -
knowing that you are reaching into something
you shouldn't be reaching.
and the sense of vulnerability -
knowing that your partner
is doing the same to you.

they always say that
our eyes are the door to our heart,
and the mirror to our soul.
having seen the truth behind the door,
and our reflection in the mirror,
what do you feel?

not every open eyes see,
not do closed one asleep.

something that crossed my mind
thinking about this feeling,
this excitement squeezing down
onto my very heart,
makes me feel fuzzy.
i don't know how our body
percepts these messages
can you even explain it in one word?

thinking more about it makes my heart race
am i mental?
am i the only one experiencing this?
is there anyone else who understands
my message from the depth of my soul?

please help me
help me explain this feeling
help me comprehend this pain
help me understand the reason

it's overwhelming me
it's stifling me

please help me
help me
help

1:25 SURELY / SHE KNEW WHAT HAPPENED ALL ALONG
1:27 FOR THE BRIEF MOMENTS THAT / OUR GAZE INTERTWINED
1:30 MY THOUGHTS WERE ALSO BEING READ / IN THE SAME MANNER
1:32 I CANT LOOK AWAY
1:34 I TRIED MY HARDEST
1:35 BUT MY EYES REFUSED TO
1:36 THESE PAIR OF IRISES SHIVERING
1:37 THEY WERE TRYING TO TELL ME SOMETHING
1:38 IT WAS A TRULY RADIANT IMAGE
1:40 OF HER CHILDISH SELF SMILING
1:41 WITH NOT A SINGLE SPARKLE OF HOPE
2:02 ONCE AGAIN
2:22 FAREWELL

they always say that our eyes are the door to our heart, and the mirror to our soul.
having seen the truth behind the door, and our reflection in the mirror, what do you feel?

「人の目は心への扉で、心を映す鏡である。」
扉の先の真実、鏡に映った自らのイメージ。
この二つをよく見ると、何を感じるのかな。

JLPTが停止されて早く一級を取る夢が崩れました。どうも、rNです。ルンと読みます。
別に自分の日本語に自身はありません。難しすぎる（外人目線）

「opia」、意味のありそうな単語ですが、どこかの辞書でも載っていませんよ。

曲：
テーマとしたものは「他人の目をじーっと眺めるときの不安感」です。
不安定な気持ちを伝えたかったので、サビ２にはリズム難（5連符＋7連符大祭）をフォーカスして何とかヤッベえものになりました> ね。すまない。

BGA：
Blender初心者でした。色々試みたいと思っていましたので自分で動画内のすべてを企みました。もうすでに暗号の解体ができる人> 現れましたね。